So here I am, at work, writing a new post in Keira's blog when I should in fact be working my tails off, this being "spring catalogue/product" season at work. Pff, I really don't care.
I don't know about all you other moms out there but I'm feeling depressed at always running around and never getting anything really done. Or always done half-arsed. I want a simpler life! Or maybe, just a life without running around trying to hurry up home life just to make it on time to work, be at work all day, rush trying to get out of work to get home only to have an hour or 2 with Keira before getting her into her bath and on to bed. I feel like a super horrible mommy.
This week has started off my depression. First, I was chastised because I brought Keira to school without her hat and scarf because it's soooo obvious that Fall season has started and "Mme. Gauvin, on est dehors TOUS LES JOURS. On met son p'tit capuchon mais elle l'enlève tout'le temps. Ca commence a être fraite". In other words: What kind of mom are you that you bring your kid to school wearing nothing but the uniform t-shirt, pants and light jacket? Can't you see that it's cold outside and you should've made sure your daughter is warm you horrible excuse of a mother you?!
And today I put her in the uniform dress and tights (which btw, I hurriedly put on her including the tights that I bought a size too small and only noticed at school too late cuz it was sliding down her legs) and noticed all the other kids in pants and sweaters. ARGHH!!!!
And I was worried about getting Keira to wake up on time, eat her breakfast on time and then leave on time. Seriously, what kind of friggin mom am I??
I hate working to live... so here I am at work. Feeling extremely guilty and exceptionally un-motivated.